Just when I thought you’re the first one to understand, you left me hanging on a cliff. You’ve seen me in my best, but you judged me when I am on my worst. I flaunt my imperfections when we were lying side by side, I let my guards down because I thought you were my home where I can took down all my baggage and still get accepted.
but I was wrong. All this time I was wrong.
You lead me into a trap, you treacherous son of a bitch. You want to escape, and you used me and put me in a situation where I thought you also wanted, that we will bathe in it, but you left me and I danced into your fire alone.
You’re a fucking hypocrite.
I don’t get the point of judging me based on the situation, which in the first place, you also wanted. I did not turn out to be someone else, I did not become who you thought I am.
Now I know that my friends were right all this time. You are not worth it, that you will just hurt me over and over again until there’s nothing left of me.
For almost eight years, I believed in you. Eight FUCKING years.
One day, I’ll see you again and I will tell you, you’ll regret all the things you said about me. It will always be your loss, not mine. Karma is a fucking bitch, I told you.
Few photographs that my friend took of me on our last week as undergraduate students. Counting down. Making the best out of the few days left.
We are almost there.
from our lips
forming little clouds above
us, in the chaotic, narrow
lane of Antonio
a few minutes before
six in the evening.
My knees are shaking like jellies.
Is it the menthol? How many
have I just finished?
I lost of count.
Or is it because of
you in the crowd
I know of.
Streaks of blood form
in the heavens,
sun is about to set.
Are we going to stay? Or
depart as always.
One more stick,
just one more.
Published on Dapitan 2013 issue.
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